Sunday, December 1, 2013

High School & Update

  High school... It's here... Has been for 3.5 months. It's amazing, I'll tell you that. At the end of last school year, I thought I was going to miss all of my friends that were gonna go to different high schools, but I only miss like, 4. That's sad to say, but it's true. I love my school, and now I'm talking to a wonderful Sophomore who's SO cute, but unfortunately, has a girlfriend :/ It's alright though, because they're adorable <3 I found out a new thing about my best guy friend, & honestly, he thought I would hate him, but in reality, I find the secret amazing & brave(: I won't say it on here because he trusted me, but I thought I would address it.
   My boyfriend of a year & 1 month & I broke up on 9/15/13... At first, I wasn't that upset since we stopped hanging out because of dance team. But after like 3 weeks, I cried every night. I still miss him SO much, but now he hangs with my ex-bff that I wrote about 2 entries ago... He also might start dating this girl soon... I miss him so much. Like, he was my everything. He was my cuddle buddy when I needed someone. He was the one I went to if I needed a laugh, if I needed someone to talk to. He made life better. I remember when I went to his house for a movie, & he was standing up, turning the movie on. I had this urge that I wanted to hug him & kiss him & tell him how much he meant to me. So, I went & hugged HIM from behind & I told him I loved him because at the time, I thought I did. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about him & our memories... I wish he read this, because he thought I didn't care. He thought I didn't want to be with him, when really, I was busy with dance team. I guess he was the one thing I had to take out of my busy life. I wish he wasn't.
  Dance team went well this season. I performed at 3 football games, & the friends I made because of the team, are amazing(: I love them so much.
  I guess you could say that I am having a good-ish year. LOL. Alright, nice writing to ya'll(: