My Dog

I just read an entry out of my diary... It said my dog, 8 years of age, started to have a tumor on his butt at 2-10-12. That was TEN MONTHS ago. He still is suffering from this cancerous disease, and I just finished crying my eyes out. I hadn't realized my dog, my first dog ever, was suffering for almost a year... Why does this have to happen to him?! I love this dog TO DEATH, and he is close to DIEING in a matter of a couple of years! I'm tearing up just writing this entry. I need someone. I can't lose him... ),;

Back stabbed In Life

Tonight, my true friend and my enemy joined together to try and breakup my relationship. I was so mad that I was shaking like crazy when my boyfriend told me. Then they have the NERVE to text me saying they got my back when I'm sad. BITCH, don't talk to me!!! Stop telling my boyfriend that I'm fake, that I'm too low for him, and this other crap! I'm done with you, Bitches! Leave me alone! Now he thinks I told people, so he's upset. Not my fault people make up lies. I'm completely DONE with them. He told me all of this drama on video chat, and the whole time I was squeezing one of my stuffed animals. We talked, then hung up, and I broke down. These two girls made me cry! Then my boyfriend doesn't want me to let them know that I know. What did he expect me to do? They texted me and tried calling me. Now apparently I made one of them cry because I didn't LET THEM KNOW. So fucking what? I really don't care. My "best friend" turned against me for my enemy. My eyes feel heavy because I've been crying for 2 hours. Now they are telling OTHERS, outside the circle of drama, and they are messaging my friend about why "I'm upset" and she doesn't know anything that was going on until 1 hour ago. I want to punch them both in the face, and my dad almost drive my friend over to the house they are sleeping over at, just to go yell at them. I need a therapist... I don't deserve any of the shit that's happening to me. I'm nice to everyone, so why do people hate me?
Just talked to them. At least one bitch is put of my life forever(:

Christmas(:

Today is Christmas! Or, yesterday it was because it is 2:02am... Well, for Xmas I got many awesome things! One of my def favs was my very own iPad3(: That was the last gift I had to open. So this is how the morning went.
My brother woke me up at 7am. Since it was Christmas, I didn't sleep much the night before so I was exhausted! We ran downstairs and teared open ALL of the gifts. I got a bunch of gift cards, a Coach purse, yoga pants from PINK, fleece scarves, a vest, a scrapbook, Diary Of A Wimpy Kid, headphones, UGGS, then the last gift was my iPad! It was a big box with three presents labeled #1,#2,#3. The first one felt like a book, so I was wondering why I had to open it last. My brother opened his present before me and received an XBOX, so I felt kinda left out if I just got a book, you know? So I opened the #1 present and I screamed at the top of my lungs when I saw the iPad case(: At first, I thought they got me ANOTHER iPod touch, but I screamed anyways. The second present was a case for the iPad. It clips on to it and can stand up! The third gift was a Coach iPad case for travel. Honestly, I was NOT expecting to get ANY Apple products this xmas(: I posted a bunch of pics on Instagram and Tweeted a lot on Twitter. I was in AWE! I just wanted to thank my parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, & cousins for everything they got for me. I truly didn't need anything this year, but thanks for making it the best. Love you guys <3