Wednesday, April 3, 2013

What Is Love?

  Last night I sort of had a "fight" with my boyfriend... So here's how it went down!
Him: "I'm going to sleep, I just want this day to be over. Goodnight, wuvv you"
Me: "Okay... Goodnight"
Him: "Okay, seriously what's wrong?"
Me: "What?!"
  Then he went on saying that I don't try in the relationship and whenever he tried to be cute, I don't acknowledge it/care. Wtf?! Then he asked if I liked someone else, and that's why I was acting different. UMM, NO! Ugh, I cried a little because I thought he was gonna break up with me... I know that sounds kinda stupid, I thought so AFTER the fact. I told my friend, imthesis, and she tried to help me (thanks btw :]) He then asked if I was even happy with him. Where the hell is this coming from? All that happened for like 1 hour, and then he's like, "I'm just be a fricking retard. Can we forget this and be happy together?" I didn't want to just FORGET that he just thought I didn't want to be with him. I wanted to work it out, and he said alright but we should move on. I then just said I had to go to bed since it was 11:20pm on a SCHOOL NIGHT.
  The whole night was a bust. He says he loves me, but idk what love is supposed to feel like, but I just say it back... Don't tell him, shhh! Can anyone comment saying that they KNOW what it feels like? Because I have no idea. Is it bad to tell him I do then? I'm just scared that we're gonna breakup... THENNN, in Reading, he was acting all mad when Kelsie was talking shit about Stephen's girlfriend. Like, why the hell do you like Yvette now? He looked PIIIISSSEEDDD. And then he said, "You're just gonna let them talk about your gf like that?" Like, I WAS DEFENDING HIS GF. Kelsie was the one talking shit. Don't act like I hate her.
  He's also acting realllyyy clingy. BACK. THE. HELL. UP. PLEASE. Yea yea, he really likes me. I KNOW. Just gimme some space, brah.
   Love Always,
Just Another Girl </3

Monday, April 1, 2013

April Fools Day(:

  Hey guys(: HAPPY APRIL FOOLS! I haven't posted since Wednesday, I think. I had a very nice Spring Break. A bunch of girls started drama, I'm over it. Haha! Then, I found my enemy's Instagram (: Tomorrow is school... I'm not excited to wake up at 5:35 in the morning, but I don't really care about the assignments. I only have until May 30th until I graduate. NOT HIGH SCHOOL. I'm graduating middle school, lol. Tricked you, didn't I?
  Today is mine and Ben's (now you know my boyfriend's name) 7 month(: YES, I just wrote his name in here. BIG WHOOP. Now some of you probably know who I am... hahaha :P We have been together for 7 months, wow... People say middle school relationships dont count, but I think mine does. We walked around my neighborhood for 2 hours, holding hands and laughing. Talking about pointless shit. It was amazing (: He makes me so happy! This girl posted on Facebook today, that it's worthless to have a relationship in middle school. Because of fighting. Not EVERYONE'S relationship is full of fighting. And then she's saying that her family is only there for you. Yea, they are. But some guy can make you really happy...
  I saw "The Host" with my friend, Just Your Average Girl. We walked in, being all quiet, and then saw that NO ONE was in the theater. So, we talked as loud as we wanted and laughed or said "aww" to certain parts. Then at the end, "Radioactive" by Imagine Dragons played, and we had a Twerk Team and dance party. WHOOP WHOOP ;)
  My YouTube channel is finally kicking up! I get 3-4 subscribers a day now (: Right now I have 128. This morning I had a 122! And now I message some of my fans! But, I won't write my YouTube channel name in here because then you will know who I am. But some guy is being a douche so yea...
  This week as been awesome and I can't wait to see all of my school friends (; Talk to you guys later!
   Love Always,
Just Another Girl <3