Wednesday, April 3, 2013

What Is Love?

  Last night I sort of had a "fight" with my boyfriend... So here's how it went down!
Him: "I'm going to sleep, I just want this day to be over. Goodnight, wuvv you"
Me: "Okay... Goodnight"
Him: "Okay, seriously what's wrong?"
Me: "What?!"
  Then he went on saying that I don't try in the relationship and whenever he tried to be cute, I don't acknowledge it/care. Wtf?! Then he asked if I liked someone else, and that's why I was acting different. UMM, NO! Ugh, I cried a little because I thought he was gonna break up with me... I know that sounds kinda stupid, I thought so AFTER the fact. I told my friend, imthesis, and she tried to help me (thanks btw :]) He then asked if I was even happy with him. Where the hell is this coming from? All that happened for like 1 hour, and then he's like, "I'm just be a fricking retard. Can we forget this and be happy together?" I didn't want to just FORGET that he just thought I didn't want to be with him. I wanted to work it out, and he said alright but we should move on. I then just said I had to go to bed since it was 11:20pm on a SCHOOL NIGHT.
  The whole night was a bust. He says he loves me, but idk what love is supposed to feel like, but I just say it back... Don't tell him, shhh! Can anyone comment saying that they KNOW what it feels like? Because I have no idea. Is it bad to tell him I do then? I'm just scared that we're gonna breakup... THENNN, in Reading, he was acting all mad when Kelsie was talking shit about Stephen's girlfriend. Like, why the hell do you like Yvette now? He looked PIIIISSSEEDDD. And then he said, "You're just gonna let them talk about your gf like that?" Like, I WAS DEFENDING HIS GF. Kelsie was the one talking shit. Don't act like I hate her.
  He's also acting realllyyy clingy. BACK. THE. HELL. UP. PLEASE. Yea yea, he really likes me. I KNOW. Just gimme some space, brah.
   Love Always,
Just Another Girl </3

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