I love these sequins! Beautiful(:
Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
My Day and Boyfriend
Of course I hung out with the best guy in the world! The funny thing was, we were talking about moobs... It's man boobs, haha! It was so funny(: And I saw a bunch of my friends in the hallways and at lunch(: It was amazing!
I have a feeling that me and my boyfriend will kiss again(: The first time we kissed, it was magical! We were sitting together and he asked if he wanted to kiss him. Of course I said yes! That was my 1st ever kiss and it was perfect(: I want to feel his lips on mine once more. I want him to hold me forever when we hug. I want to hold his hand in the hallways and I'm so happy that I talk to him every single day! I love the way he hugs me too. His arms go in the exact spot, and it feels so right. Yea yea, I know this paragraph sounds all mushy or whatever. But this is how I feel about him. I have feelings you know.
Should I love him? On Monday we will have been dating for one month. Idk if I love him... Other girls say I should, but I don't. I don't want my heart broken again. It's happened before and it hurt like hell. I don't my heart to be stabbed once I give it to that special person. That's why I'm do scared of commitment. And when I mean commitment, I mean full on togetherness! Sure, I'll date a guy I really like. But that doesn't mean I automatically love them. People need to understand that. I may not love this boy, but I sure have strong feelings does him(:
-Love Always,
Just Another Girl
I have a feeling that me and my boyfriend will kiss again(: The first time we kissed, it was magical! We were sitting together and he asked if he wanted to kiss him. Of course I said yes! That was my 1st ever kiss and it was perfect(: I want to feel his lips on mine once more. I want him to hold me forever when we hug. I want to hold his hand in the hallways and I'm so happy that I talk to him every single day! I love the way he hugs me too. His arms go in the exact spot, and it feels so right. Yea yea, I know this paragraph sounds all mushy or whatever. But this is how I feel about him. I have feelings you know.
Should I love him? On Monday we will have been dating for one month. Idk if I love him... Other girls say I should, but I don't. I don't want my heart broken again. It's happened before and it hurt like hell. I don't my heart to be stabbed once I give it to that special person. That's why I'm do scared of commitment. And when I mean commitment, I mean full on togetherness! Sure, I'll date a guy I really like. But that doesn't mean I automatically love them. People need to understand that. I may not love this boy, but I sure have strong feelings does him(:
-Love Always,
Just Another Girl
Just A Guy...
People don't realize what goes through a girl's mind when her crush is talking to her... Some girls get butterflies and try to avoid direct contact with their man candy:P Some girls, such as myself, talk A LOT to them. I will try to be funny, cool, chill, and outgoing. I push myself towards them. It ends up working SOMETIMES. But I don't do this on EVERY guy I've ever liked. I just started this technique last year.
Some guys just don't get the hint. Do they even care about our feelings? Do they like hurting us? I know this one guy that I dated for 3.5 months... He was my 1st boyfriend and we dated in September 2011. We were perfectly fine, except for one thing.. We barely saw eachother, but whenever we DID see eachother, he would ignore me. This strange thing went on for about 1 month. We dated from Spetember 17th-December 21st. One night I was sleepoing over at my friend's house and all 3 of us were playing Monopoly(: The whole time I was texting him... He then, out of the blue, texted me saying,
Him: "I almost punched my bestfriend in the face today because they were making fun of me dating you. I think we need to breakup."
Me: "But who cares what people think? As long as we like eachother enough to date."
Him: "No. We need to breakup. I almost punched my bestfriend in the face."
Me: "But why do people matter?"
Him: "We're done, jeez! Goodbye."
After I read and responded to this convo, I almost cried. He was my FIRST boyfriend and he was dumping me because his bestfriend made fun of him. Aren't some boys just a bag o' bitches? I think so. But the boyfriend I have now is WAY better than my 1st one. My 1st boyfriend can go to hell for all I care. The guy I'm with now, can go to my heart...
Some guys just don't get the hint. Do they even care about our feelings? Do they like hurting us? I know this one guy that I dated for 3.5 months... He was my 1st boyfriend and we dated in September 2011. We were perfectly fine, except for one thing.. We barely saw eachother, but whenever we DID see eachother, he would ignore me. This strange thing went on for about 1 month. We dated from Spetember 17th-December 21st. One night I was sleepoing over at my friend's house and all 3 of us were playing Monopoly(: The whole time I was texting him... He then, out of the blue, texted me saying,
Him: "I almost punched my bestfriend in the face today because they were making fun of me dating you. I think we need to breakup."
Me: "But who cares what people think? As long as we like eachother enough to date."
Him: "No. We need to breakup. I almost punched my bestfriend in the face."
Me: "But why do people matter?"
Him: "We're done, jeez! Goodbye."
After I read and responded to this convo, I almost cried. He was my FIRST boyfriend and he was dumping me because his bestfriend made fun of him. Aren't some boys just a bag o' bitches? I think so. But the boyfriend I have now is WAY better than my 1st one. My 1st boyfriend can go to hell for all I care. The guy I'm with now, can go to my heart...
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Dreams At Night...
When I lay my head on a pillow, the real world disappears. I feel like I could create my whole new world. I like to dream of love, friends, family, and even my day. I sometimes have crazy dreams about love... Things can get saucy lol! Not that inappropriate though(: I like dreaming about happy things and fading memories. That's all my dreams are. Fading memories and protruding future visuals. Yea, this entry may sound a bit idiotic or stupid, but I enjoy writing what goes through my head in the darkness.
Most people dream of doing "it" with guys or dreaming just OF guys. I'm the opposite. Sure, I can dream about my "crushes" and what not. Who cares what I dream of? I might blog about it later though(: -Love Always,
Just Another Girl
Most people dream of doing "it" with guys or dreaming just OF guys. I'm the opposite. Sure, I can dream about my "crushes" and what not. Who cares what I dream of? I might blog about it later though(: -Love Always,
Just Another Girl
The Real Me
Most people don't know who this blogger is... I'm alright with that. This is meant to be secret so no one can know how much I care about people inside. Some people say I'm pretty chill and outgoing. And some girls hate everything about me. I don't seem the grasp why? Why do they hate me? Is it because I have friends on different teams and in different grades? I don't understand...
I have a ton of friends, and a ton of enemies too. I keep asking myself, what is wrong with me? Am I just another girl to hate because people like me? I've had 5 boyfriends in my entire life. Right now I'm on lucky number 5(: He's amazing! I won't say names, as I said earlier, this blog remains anonymous. We've been going out almost a month. He makes me smile and laugh every SINGLE day(: Sometimes people yell "slut" in the hallways. I've known a girl for 7 years now, and she's had 13 boyfriends in a single school year. Last year I had 3, 1 over the summer, and this guy now. I am not a slut. All those bitches who have called me that, need to chill. I'm. Not. A. Slut.
Now here's a shoutout to all those bitches who walk around school with their boobs hanging out and their butts stickin out. It ain't cute. It's also not cool to bully others. Yea, that's right. I hear you calling girls "fat", "ugly", "slutty", etc. The list goes on and on. You are the sluts. You may not be ugly or fat, but you're ugly on the inside.
I've known this one girl for 8 years now. Maybe even longer... But I'm gonna tell you the TRUTH about her. She's a backstabber.. She hates me. We were bestfriends until 4th grade when everything with/about us turned ugly. Pretty much like lightening was striking up around us. We got into a stupid fight. It was beyond RETARDED! But, she proceed to spill rumors about me. That turned a BUNCH of people against me. Why would she do this, you ask? Ask the chick herself! I'm tired of it. I hear girls whispering about her and how she hates me. STFU, okay? No one cares anymore. But apparently, this bitch does. Bottom line, life isn't easy. But I've pushed through it and always will. She can go kiss up on everybody just get "better" or whatever. She can go suck butt for all I care! What matters, is that NO ONE can tear me down. Like the song "Skyscraper" by Demi Lovato, I'll be rising from the ground like a skyscraper. So she can go suck my butt if she wants!
Thanks for reading(:
I have a ton of friends, and a ton of enemies too. I keep asking myself, what is wrong with me? Am I just another girl to hate because people like me? I've had 5 boyfriends in my entire life. Right now I'm on lucky number 5(: He's amazing! I won't say names, as I said earlier, this blog remains anonymous. We've been going out almost a month. He makes me smile and laugh every SINGLE day(: Sometimes people yell "slut" in the hallways. I've known a girl for 7 years now, and she's had 13 boyfriends in a single school year. Last year I had 3, 1 over the summer, and this guy now. I am not a slut. All those bitches who have called me that, need to chill. I'm. Not. A. Slut.
Now here's a shoutout to all those bitches who walk around school with their boobs hanging out and their butts stickin out. It ain't cute. It's also not cool to bully others. Yea, that's right. I hear you calling girls "fat", "ugly", "slutty", etc. The list goes on and on. You are the sluts. You may not be ugly or fat, but you're ugly on the inside.
I've known this one girl for 8 years now. Maybe even longer... But I'm gonna tell you the TRUTH about her. She's a backstabber.. She hates me. We were bestfriends until 4th grade when everything with/about us turned ugly. Pretty much like lightening was striking up around us. We got into a stupid fight. It was beyond RETARDED! But, she proceed to spill rumors about me. That turned a BUNCH of people against me. Why would she do this, you ask? Ask the chick herself! I'm tired of it. I hear girls whispering about her and how she hates me. STFU, okay? No one cares anymore. But apparently, this bitch does. Bottom line, life isn't easy. But I've pushed through it and always will. She can go kiss up on everybody just get "better" or whatever. She can go suck butt for all I care! What matters, is that NO ONE can tear me down. Like the song "Skyscraper" by Demi Lovato, I'll be rising from the ground like a skyscraper. So she can go suck my butt if she wants!
Thanks for reading(:
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)